Overcoming heartbreaks

Have you ever loved someone so much you were willing to do anything just to make them happy? I have. I was so in love, everytime i saw him my heart raced, i was left speechless whenever i looked into his eyes. I've never felt such a way about anyone, ever. I trusted him with my heart and soul. He meant the world to me. But he turned out to not be the person i thought he was. He betrayed me, took advantage, started rumors about me and broke my heart into a million pieces. I've never felt so unloved and worthless in my entire life. My heart was already shattered and he made everything worse. Just the thought of how he used me, left me and ruined my reputation like i was absolutely nothing to him, made me not want to live anymore. I couldn't walk into the hallway without being pointed or stared at. At age 15 i was already having suicide thoughts. I cried myself to sleep, night after night wishing i wouldn't wake up the next morning. For 7 months i never let go of him. He was all i thought about. I refused to give up on him because i was still infatuated with the person i thought he was. He has scarred me in so manys, but he has not broken me. Once i realized that he was completely wrong for me i found the strength to let go of him, it wasn't easy but i did it. After i moved on, everything got better. I learned that I am strong enough to conquer anything, and anyone. He can never hurt me again. If you have ever got your heart broken you must understand that things will be ok in the end. Everything happens for a reason, and everyone who is put it in your life was put there for a reason. It is not your fault for being hurt. It's bound to happen to every teenage girl, that's just life. Hang in there, surround yourself with people who love and care about you and things will soon get better. It's astonishing how short of a time it takes for good things to happen.